pegster’s domain

MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR

setelah kupahami

ku bukan yang terbaik

yang ada dihatimu

tak dapat kusangsikan

ternyata dirinyalah

yang mengerti kamu

bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku

bila ku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu

bukan santunku terbungkam

hanya hatiku berbatas

tuk mengerti kamu

maafkan aku

walau

ku masih mencintaimu

ku harus meninggalkanmu

ku harus melupakanmu

meski

hatiku menyayangimu

nurani membutuhkanmu

ku harus merelakanmu

……………………………………………………..

ini buat seseorang yg ada di roswell,GA

you know who you are…

mungkin aku terlalu jujur

mungkin bukan pada tempatnya aku tulis ini disini

mungkin aku lancang dan tidak dapat mengerti keadaan

tapi aku cuma mau kamu tau sesuatu,

aku cuma mau kamu baca setiap kata dari semua ini…

………………………………………………………………..

aku yang lemah tanpamu

aku yang rentan karena

cinta yang telah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka

sampai jantung tak berdetak

selama itupun

aku mampu untuk mengenangmu

darimu ku temukan hidupku

bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

bila

yang tertulis untukku

adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan kujadikan kau

kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

namun

takkan mudah bagiku

meninggalkan jejak hidupmu

yang telah terukir abadi

sebagai

kenangan yang terindah…

……………………………………………………..

(i’m sorry, i love you…)   

ketika…

kurasakan sudah

ada ruang dihatiku yang kau sentuh

dan ketika…

kusadari sudah

tak selalu indah cinta yang ada

mungkin memang,

ku yang harus mengerti

bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki…

SALAHKAHKU BILA,kaulah yang ada dihatiku?

adakah ku singgah dihatimu?

mungkinkahku kau rindukan adaku?

adakahku sedikit dihatimu?

bilakah kau tak inginkan adaku

akankahku sedikit di hatimu?

bila memang

ku yang harus mengerti

mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki

SALAHKAHKU BILA, kaulah yang ada dihatiku?

kau yang ada dihatiku…

bila cinta kita takkan tercipta

ku hanya ingin sekedar tuk mengerti

adakah diriku, singgah dihatimu?

dan

bilakah kau tau,

kaulah yang ada dihatiku

kau yang ada…

dihatiku…

adakahku diha timu??

wang mariyo

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO YOU???

me definetly confuse about that guy that i just mention…

it’s fun to contact with you everyday

it’s fun also to see you panic the other day when my new handphone broken (that’s your job anyway since i bought that handphone from you) and you are trying hard to make me not panic but you’re the one who’s panic and take me to dinner…hahahaha until this very moment i still think it’s very funny but also weird….

you don’t have to take me to dinner everytime you see me panic…

you look so happy everytime i visit you at your shop…is that smile for real??

or…………

i’m confused!!

in one side i’m glad to meet and know someone like him

but

in the other side i feel awful at times when he ask me about "us"

what’s "us" for him????

someone please help me…..

i want to start one relationship, but is he the one?

i don’t want to be with the wrong person again……..

...can't remember a time...

can't remember a time i didn't love you

can't remember a day when you were not on my mind

can't remember a dream that wasn't love you

can't remember a time i didn't need you

can't think back on one moment

not spend thinking of you     

can't remember when my eyes didn't see you

it's true it's true

        i have always loved you

        this is how it's always be

        and it's always will be you that i'll be waiting

        can't recall what keep me for you

        than living on my life

        living for you

can't remember a time i didn't know you

can't look back on a day when you're not by my side

can't remember a night i didn't hold you    

i can't remember the time i didn't love you

when you're not on my mind

        i have always loved you

        this is how i always bow

        can't remember after loves makes someone rose

        can't recall what keep me for you

        than living on my life

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don't know why this song seems to stuck in my head...

it's exactly the same thing that i do...

thinking of you...missin' you...wondering about you...

i wish he know just how i feel...it's more than way back then...

it's more genuine and serious...cause you're getting older and so do i...

i guess we should take this chance...

but what should i say to you?

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miss you always...d

d...you means a lot to me...

True

I won’t talk
I won’t breathe
I won’t move ’til you finally see
That you belong with me

This is true

[i wish i can this to you so that you understand....d]

…hei..pakabar kamu..

gy, masi suka keluar kemana aja donk..? gak bole
yang ane-ane ya..gak bole di jawab juga.

from: d0dy (monday, 13 june 2005)

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d0d, me miss you so much!!

i wish i can hug you now!!!

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You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I’m gon’ hold you down